I usually don't apologise and it shows, better stop doing something I am bad at heh.
I usually assume the position of the writer, the problem is that everything I thought would make a good story turned out a disappointment, so for this moment, this writer is out of ideas. Sure, I could go jump with a parachute or learn to dance, but then it would result in myself doing something that I don't believe in from the start.
And here we come back to the base of it, beliefs. They obviously have changed, the only problem is that "unchanging" them or simply saying to yourself: "Enjoy this!" doesn't really work. That approach results in everything feeling like work, which it obviously shouldn't.
Maybe I should arrange a sight-seeing tour at the local prison, clinic, retirement home and mental institution, that should give a kick in the ass and a taste of life back.....
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