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Originally Posted by Angela  Breezy, your responses to everyone here sound like you are arguing for your right to feel bad. You don't have to justify yourself -- go ahead and feel bad.
If I were in your position, I'd put on my sneakers and go for a walk, and get some good feelings pouring through my body and fresh air coursing through my lungs, and I'd look for things to be grateful for.
But it sounds like you're in the wallowing phase, and that's fine. Sometimes you just have to accept and *get* feeling bad before you make choices that have you feeling better. Some people never choose feeling better; they just remain in Heavy Wallow their whole lives. That's fine, too.
You get to choose. Best wishes. |
I can see how my responses were seen as rude and self-apologising, yet they came out like this because the advice was hardly helpful. Nevertheless, I apologise.
As for taking a walk, I shall surely do that, I constantly go for walks that last hours, I think that's the single thing I have left that I still enjoy. The only problem is that I have to listen to myself all that time.
I think I can bring a parallel to my current situation. If anybody saw the episode from the Scrubs, where Dr Cox brakes down one night, goes out drinking explaning how the world sucks, his life sucks and he doesn't want to go to bed because he knows that he has to get up in the morning. Yet the next day he is perfectly fine and acts as if though nothing happened.
This is probably my case, only such "brakes" happen to me way more often. And then the next I walk around with my happy mask.
Ah yes, the world truly is a masquerade
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