[alks123]

yeah thanks did help a bit.. im on my way to getting a job had a few interviews and still applying like crazy..i think i just need to get a job that will make me feel a fair bit better and then i just need to work on meeting new ppl..i have a few friends here but rarely see them .. only if its a special occasion like a festival or birthday n we just drink..im still not 100% sure if i should stay with my bf.. in a few wks were going to discuss how things are going so hopefully i will know by then..

i think im scared because i moved here on my own and i lived in a dorm and almost immediatly i had a group of mates n a couple of besties..n now that group dosent exist and in my home town i was used to having a best friend who i did everything with and now im not friends with her either (she treated me really badly) just getting me down cause i dont have a bestf or a bf i can go to to make me feel better...