[alks123]

ive been with my bf for about 1yr n 6 months..prob more..but were experiencing alot of troubles and not sure if its worth being together anymore..im scared to be alone..don't know what to do..
i live away from home..dont know many ppl here and hes is all i know and see..and my close mate is movin away at the end of the year and after she is gone i wont have much left...but myself n my head..i dont have a job at the moment so i have nothing to keep my head straight.. i cant move back home theres nothing for me there no job not many friends left either..im really messed up dont know what to do..

im not sure if i love him or not..but i love his company hes the guy i want to be with for the rest of my life..i cant stand to be without him and when he acts towards me like he dosent care i feel horrible n drive myself crazy and cry constantly..but when im with him n were talking n hugging etc..im on top of the world...