 Wow, I'm a wee bit freaked...
I've been reading parts of Steve's postings on subjective reality...
I am attracted to it and keep reading to understand more...
I read this bit:
What are people in subjective reality?
People, including your own avatar, are projections of consciousness. They are not projections of your ego; your ego itself is a projection of consciousness as well.
Every human being is effectively a physical representation of part of the contents of consciousness. You are that consciousness, so every human being is a manifestation of a part of you. Consequently, everyone is significant and meaningful — there are no irrelevant or inconsequential people.
Every person you create in your reality is the manifestation of a thought. Every unique person represents a specific aspect of consciousness itself… a specific aspect of you. If you understand yourself fully, you will know all there is to know about people. And if you understand other people fully, you will know yourself completely.
I kept thinking about it and thinking about it and I had a WOW moment and felt kinda shakey...
My family, husband, son #1, Son #2...a few close friends...
Wow...I am there...they are parts of me, different aspects I guess...Wow...
My husband has the creative gifts I ALWAYS said I never had as well as fears that I always pretended that I never had...
My #1 son (who makes me crazy sometimes) is slow and you cannot hurry him up (I am always rushing...where I don't know) and he is going to college to be a pilot. I always use to pretend to be a colonial warrior from Battlestar Galactica and was told when I was younger there was no money for college.
My # 2 son is a free spirit...always smiling, always laughing...lots of friends...
I feel like I am kinda of fractured...All of a sudden I see these connections.
Did I do this to myself?
Is my family expressing different parts of me?
I'm sooo confused...just wondering I'm going a little wacky, you Know?
Can anyone help me to understand more?
Thank you
Buttercup  |