[talieson08]

im very new to all this sharing ,but i am getting frusturated. 8yrs ago my husband brought home some friends from work, big mistake ,since my husband and i were havihg problems with his gambling problem,which got very serious. i tried to understand all ways making excuses, he works hard he deserves it ,that kind of thing. anyway as things got worse rich and i got closer and closer. he loves his wife but he is not in love with her ,same here. we didnt want to hurt them. now we hurt ,at least i do .we are in love have been since the begining 7 1/2 yrs. the problem is he was going to leave her but circumstances are going to put a hold on ,he got a dui and she is paying his bills. he is not a bum just needs to get his legs back. one day when i found out they went to arizona( i thought he was going alone)HA HA .after all we have been thourgh i finally asked him whats up ,he said i dont know. i know he loves me alot ther is no denieing it. we cant be in the same room if we were the whole world would know.well i got totaly furious not rational, i called and told her.of coure he is very mad at me ,they are now back together not all that happy from what i understand, we have waited so long ,things always getting in the way. i know this an awfull thing we have done. its done now ,what do i do ,do i apoligize. it hurts me that he hangs on for the money scared of change. are we not just string these other partners along is that fair,they are both good people, HELP