Thank you for appreciating that honesty in me. I do it in earnest that the truth shall set me free
I'm so happy for you that you found someone wonderful and are equally happy with him. You both are truly lucky and blessed - but I guess all of us already are.
I am normally happy with my life. I attribute a huge chunk of that to what i've been lucky and blessed with: great friends (especially a few close ones who mean the world to me), great parents who always do thier best, a few talents and the oppurtunity to use em.
Its only once in a while that my old psychological programming (put in thru childhood and early adulthood) kicks in and makes me suffer. But I am trying to improve. Changing my own thinking and disposition through logical and spiritual means, especially on my own - is tough. But I think I see progress...It's only sometimes that I do need feedback and I try and not let it go to the extent of being needy and needing assurance. Which is why I thank you too, for the help and attention you've given.