Bingo!
Here's my experience:
When I looked for a religion to really believe in for the first time, I found one.
When I looked for reasons to leave that religion, I found them.
When I looked for reasons to believe there was a God, I found them.
When I looked for reasons to believe there was no God, I found them.
When I looked for reasons to be unhappy, cynical, pessimistic and depressed, I found them.
When I looked for reasons to be happy, trusting, optimistic, and grateful, I found them.
I could go on and be more specific, but you get the gist.
What are you looking for? I bet your life circumstances, whatever they are right now, will show you precisely what you’ve been *really* looking for.
Or not.

Either way, it's all good!