Welcome to the board, kindred spirit! When I first arrived I drove everyone crazy with my desperate pleas for a way to convince myself of LoA/IM's reality, worried that it either doesn't exist or else my doubts are barring me from experiencing it.
I found a book called "The Intention Experiment" of interest, but I'm not broadly-read on the subject and so hold out hope that there is, or eventually will be, more ironclad material out there, brought to my attention by posts here.
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