 Ummm. An interesting view would be..
Hi. To be up front I don't deal with LoA or any of it because i got alot of other stuff to settle but maybe the answer lies with You have to want it with your whole self. I am supposed Bi-polar and so is my husband and its described just as you said half is here half is there. Your sometimes like this then other days your like that.
You said it your self half yourself wants this but your other half knows this is best...
or something to that anyway.. maybe you have to want something with all your being and your mind isn't putting forth the intention right because your wishy washy. Half your self puts forth intention but your being doesn't help follow through... I hope this helped alittle.
A.James
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