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Originally Posted by moonrambler  Cylon has said he had his issues with money as well some years back, and has moved on to creating joy and synchronicity.
I do not think it's such a bad thing to take a look at the mess. I don't mean to look at it and say, "Loser! Loser! Loser! You can't do anything right! Look how horrible everything is! We'll never be able to make the car payment! Pretty soon we'll be eating cat food!" |
We create it. It's when it gets so bad that we think it can't get any worse, that we finally start really asking for what we want. I don't see how what you've posted is inconsistent with the the theme of this board, of accepting responsibility for your life, and then making a firm commitment to have a better life.
What you seem to be doing, is you don't want to let go of your "action and busywork" model. Like I said in the noise thread a couple days ago. We want and need it to be more complicated, because that's the worldview we have. If it comes without struggle, we are suspicious.
And when we start having tripped out experiences, our world-model shatters.