I think I've had the same feeling as songwriter did.
I thought I had my life purpose (something a bit hazy, which I don't even remember right now), but I didn't feel anything actually doing it. I felt empty. Kinda like I am right now.
Its driving me nuts inside. Surely this can't be it -- Monday to Friday, go to class, do a test, write an exam, get great marks, and continue the process. But even outside of school, I just don't feel anything. Its more like a robot on autodrive going from one place to another. I think the only time I feel something is when I'm doing photography, something artistic and something that changes the world by capturing those small moments.
Frankly put, I want to change the world for the better (like Steve Jobs did with the Personal Computer), but I don't know how exactly that's going to happen, which is the reason why I don't feel anything.
I never even realized that I didn't feel anything because I don't know the "how" behind it until I wrote it down right here right now.  |