Hi people, when i was 12 my parents took me to a psychological center. They did me an IQ test. The reason i went there is cause i was passing through a period of constant stress caused mainly by a school contest.
The people there did me the IQ test but i never was told about it.
Later my father told me the people there did me the IQ test and i had an IQ of 123 which is above average. I couldnt believe it at first time. But when i entered junior high school sometimes i didnt even studied for tests and had grades of above b mostly. I won a contest having 180 of 200 questions right. I studied like 1 hour for that test, i could have like 195, i didnt realize i passed an answer so i answered the question with the next question. Is like
1-B
2-C
3-I Passed this one and i answered this one with 4.
I had all the questions right in this matter. I was always good for Math and Physics. Right now im in College 3rd Semester.
The point here is that all my life since that period of stress ive felt really bad.
I feel stress almost about everything. I feel really unhappy i feel my life has been a failure. Maybe is cause i used to pretend to achieve so much. But ive felt like that, ive had suicide thinkings, i know is the worst idea in the world but ive had it. Ive made a webpage with no more help than google, ive made and configured games servers like counter strike with no help. All that maybe is not the big deal but is something that no one i know knows to do. So i say to myself whats the point of life? Ive been trying to have a reason to keep it a reason to overcome. I dont really have it right now, im doing things just cause i know i have to do them. So i say IQ is not really necesary to be succesfull.
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