I know Angela has already responded in her comprehensive way but I feel I have to respond as well.
Please, Ciarac, reread your 2 starting posts to this thread. This is what you're requesting from the Universe--in "black and white." Is this what you want? And is this how you want to be requesting it? If your answer is "Yes," then read no further.
I know you're stating your current situation, but part of these conditions you created before or as you are learning to work with the LoA. And Angela's recommendation to change your story I think is spot on.
I know, from your previous posts, that you've been studying the Abraham materials. In our first post, you ask explicitly for "criticism." How does this contribute to your Feel-good? You came back to refer to yourself as "lame." What happened to your Emotional Guidance System as you posted?
I'm not writing this to criticize or chastise you, Ciarac, in any way but to help you connect what you're studying with what you're requesting.
Hope this helps.
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