[ciarac]

Hello to you all,

So, i've been reading and learning about the law of attraction for about three months now. I full believe in it and am a very interested student, I mean, I love the whole thing.
Although I believe in it, and have manifested a few things, I really am quite stuck when it comes to my money situation.
Let me set the scene; I'm a website content writer, so I am fully dependent solely on myself for my salary. I love this and I love having my own freedom. However, for the past seven years, in fact, my entire adult life, I've been broke. I get new clients, I get great leads, things look like they'll improve, but I always, ALWAYS come to the end of the month, or the start, without enough money. And it's amazing, I am a living example of the law of attraction in action.

In the past I've really pushed against this, every time I get broke I get angry and say "this is it! I'm not letting this happen again" but it does, of course.
So now, although I really am working on my attitude (if you look at my blog you'll see that I make efforts, and try to improve this part of my life) but I just can't seem to fix it, or as yet, I have not been able to.

SO, I'm asking for help. Anything will do, please criticize me, suggest things to me, whatever, I don't mind, I just really need help. I just have this attitude towards money, this knowing that I will always come to a stage where my cash will run out and I won't be able to pay my rent and will have to borrow cash, I have this attitude SO ingrained within me, I find it so hard to shake.
I'm not in debt now, thank god, because I DO have money coming in, but it's just never enough. I pay my rent finally, then my computer breaks and I have to borrow money to pay that, and then I'm out of cash again, and so on and so forth.

I really need help so any suggestion would do. And I would LOVE to hear from anybody who has had similar money attitudes and has changed them, that would be super. For me, the attitude I have, which I really have tried to get rid of, is that there is never enough. I actually find it really hard to imagine myself having enough. Like, having enough so that I'll always be able to pay my rent, go out with friends, go on holiday, simple things, all that seems outta reach.

So, hhheeeellllppppp!!!!

Thanks in advance!