I too am a self employed webdesigner with another part time Job.
I am actually about to quit my part time job because the demand for my services has outstripped my supply of current time.
You need to read Steve's post about "Money and the law of Attraction"
I noticed you mentioned about feeling like you need to stay at the game development company because they need your help. This is I think your number one mistake. If you cannot help yourself to achieve a state of abundance, you most certainly will not be able to help them achieve abundance.
The rule I live by is, if I feel stripped of resources from my work, instead of replenished and energized by my efforts, I shouldn't be doing that work. From there, I will set in motion plans to disengage myself from it. No, It cannot happen overnight but the Idea I like to keep in my head, is that of constant momentum towards my goals. This helps me from becoming stagnant or relapsing too far.
From what you said above, I get the idea that you haven't fully asked for, or even completely visualized the type of success you want to truly have. Once again I refer to Steve's post about Money and the law of attraction to get you pointed in the right direction on this.
Hopefully this makes some sense to you.
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