Thanks Erin!
No, i do not ask for help from my spirit guides but desire the dream intensely. A feverish wish is generally my way of manifesting anything so thats what I do. I dont actually meditate before going to sleep, but I am generally calm and receptive, not at all stressed or in turmoil.
I still don't know if they were lucid dreams. I mean, I did not feel any surprise at all while flying or soaring, as if I knew what I was doing- it seemed like a natural ability to have.
It felt like a special skill; I was so happy. Some secret glow and pride was always associated with it 'cos nobody I knew were able to fly
But now that I have lost the power, it feels like I have been pushed lower, have turned mediocre in my pursuit and passions
Is it within the realm of possibility that I'll ever be able to have them again?