Sounds like you've been living your life based on your EGO (of which pride is a potent fuel) and it's caught up with you. You're gonna have to rebuild your life by first re-laying the foundation based on solid, Godly principles.
You also need not compare your situation to your ex-wife's as, in your spiritual journey, you have an entirely different set of lessons to learn and overcome from her.
Do you have access to a reputable local church or other spiritual organization?
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