Pretty funny, we have a lot of things in common:
- Red hair
- Dropped out of college
- English (I'll assume this as it seems to be the only place where red hair is an 'issue')
- I've watched the blueprint, more out of interest than picking up women
- Really want to sort out my focus and career
Your story is eerily similar to mine. If it helps I'm now living a life of abundance and know I'm on the right 'path'. I moved abroad, got my dream job and am doing what I love - with lots of friends in the mix.
I think you might find this post useful:
Are you living a Scripted Life?