Drugs are cheating your brain.
My advise is:
Get away from those who do not want you to be good, get close to those who want you to be a better person. If there are none, then stay alone until you find someone worthy. The wrong friends can screw you.
Start treating your addiction. Is there any Narcotics Anonymous group nearby? Follow their method.
Do not let drugs to fool you. You have great potential, but you need to heal your soul. Spiritual emptiness is the result of trying to look for inner peace with drugs instead of prayers and meditation.
You are a great person, but you need to pass through these steps to start understanding that.
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