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Old 12-14-2006, 05:07 AM   #18 (permalink)
Jaben
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I get the fear and worry that I will not be able to return here to fix all the problems I have been sent here to fix and this is why I do not let my view continue to broaden and I do not allow myself to join my higher self. This is my ego fighting to live. My spiritual self and my ego are in a constant battle day in and day out.
1. Can you describe what makes you feel you won't be able to return?
2. It seems like you aren't sure if the urge to stay is from your ego or from your higher Self. It's because you feel you have purpose or at least will find more meaning in staying that causes you to fear leaving for good, isn't it? If you were certain it was your ego telling you this then it would be easier to let go, wouldn't it?
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