[ellie]

I just wanted to update you all again. I'm really loving working with children. What I am enjoying is that same connection that I had as a child with children. It's still there and it's very strong and it makes me feel at one with the world. I must be a lot happier as my friends and family say, "you seem so much happier than we have seen you in a long time".

Of course there are times when I'm like agghhh! But overall I love those moments when I can be connecting with a child and it's all just so rewarding. Maybe it's because I'm quite an innocent person by nature and children are too? Who knows, but whatever it is I feel great!

Now I think I have time to really concentrate on improving my confidence in a few areas. I also have to say I feel a lot more connected with the world and my mind. I think I'm going to start working on ways to improve my thought patterns and how I let negativity effect me.