Yes, sometimes (like now) posts are emotional triggers, which bring negative emotions to me. This is a common pattern for many people, which Steve describes, too.
But what I want to understand for myself - where is the end? Am I still resonating with those songs? I don't ignore my emotions, I move, I act, I work. But sometimes things go hard and it comes back....
"I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints, but I can help the fact, that everyone can see these scars"
Is it my core nature or something?
While searching those lines, I've found another song. It perfectly describes my strange relationship with one girl I met here on forums. Seems like I'm attracting these songs in my life. If you're reading this, here are the words I always wanted to say to you, but lacked my writing skills. Linkin Park helped me to materialize them into written form:
"Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I'm in disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I need to be alone
Don't stay, Forget our memories, Forget our possibilities, What you were changing me into, Just give me myself back and
Don't stay
"
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