Wow!! Something magical kicked in today -- as if I have been booted upstairs by the universe! This feels a little bit like Way Beyond 100% Responsibility, except it's Way Beyond Feeling Good On Purpose!!
I am suddenly absolutely inundated with vitality and POWER like never before. I feel like Barry Bonds, except without the drugs! My walking workout was more like dancing today, waiting to see when this good feeling would wear off -- after 90 minutes I wasn't even slightly tired -- like, all of a sudden all my new workouts just BLASTED power into every muscle in my body. There is an incredible tingling carbonation in my blood.
I think it's my new workouts that is causing this -- but maybe it's also some insight I've gotten lately from talking about feeling good on purpose and letting go of any need whatsoever to feel bad. Talking with people who have been saying, "well, you know, it's not healthy to feel good ALL the time. You can't be a polyanna -- there are times when it's perfectly appropriate and even
desirable to feel bad! You must be delusional, or in denial, or just plain crazy!" -- has been incredibly valuable for me, because declaring "out loud" an intention to be present to good feelings, and to practice letting go of feelings that don't feel good -- Yes! ALL the time!
-- wow, just saying it here makes me laugh. Why WOULDN'T I do this!?
Oh, my good heavens and candlesticks. Something huge has shifted in me today, from a
sense of something huge to an
experience in the cells of my body of something huge. Wow! wow.
Too, maybe it's the sun in Leo! And maybe it's the magic of Post #6,000. Whatever it is, I am so grateful, and I have so much love for all of you.
This is the beginning of a new era and a new world. I'm going to go now and celebrate by tossing my powerful, vital, hot gorgeous body into the warm sea for my baptism!
Lots and lots and LOTS of love,
Angela