misskay -
I am so grateful you found value here! I had such a strong feeling that someone, somewhere needed to read what I was going through - not just that vague "it might be helpful" but a certain "someone WILL be helped". Thanks for speaking up!
I am here, but am processing things internally - I know I have another post I want to write, but finding the energy to do that has been hard! I'm in touch with a very, very young and very injured part of myself, and am feeling a little too vulnerable to go into it just yet. So, I can be here somewhat to reply to posts here and there, but not HERE in this thread or others, because it's a little too raw right now. (Hey, Steve says that's a good thing! LOL

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Ooh, wow - just made the connection between going raw w/diet and being raw w/feelings... interesting.... I'm not on a raw diet, but on the days I eat raw, I have TONS of energy - so after a few days of that I'm all Krispy Kremes and sugary drinks! Go, me!!