When I was at school I never was popular. When I got out of school I expected those popular people to be president or something. They are not.
If you feel you are different, then that's it. Feel proud of not being a social robot, a slave of fashion.
I can see some reasons why you dropped:
1.You felt rejected
2.Your grades were low for you hate what they ask you to study.
3.Your grades were low because you have family issues.
I used to feel rejected.
I always hated chemistry.
And I had family issues to the point that I spent most of my teen years depressed because of it.
Later I fought my way out. I have had big highs and very deep lows. Right now I am in a low. A horrible low.
You just need to know that I was like that, but your life is yours, and if you do not walk step by step you will never get anywhere.
Where do you start?
1.Some people do not like you, give a darn about them. I want you to be fine and that's enough. When you see people rejecting you, you will remember there is someone like me wishing something good for you. So you will go on without depressing.
2.About your family. Try to find relief by making arts. That won't solve the problem, but it will allow you to create an entire universe where you will be comfortable.
3.If you want to start playing and enjoying what you used to hate, go to
Orbiter - A free space flight simulator and download the sim there. Download the tutorial from
Virtual Spaceflight - Go Play in Space
And you will discover that you enjoy the beautiful landscape of space among some cool people from
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