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misskay · 08-06-2008, 05:57 PM

Caren, it is said that there are no coincidences in life. More and more I am believing that. I am, as I type, holding back the boo hoo bawling that is welling up inside o fme. Thank you, thank you, thank you and Angela for your "out loud" journey, for your courage. I am so glad that you did it, I soubt if I would have. So much time is spent in hiding those things, you never think someone else has those thoughts and feelings too.

Only this morning I was fitted with the feelings of worthlessness and being no good. I wrote a letter to my grandma and mom and all the things I remember them saying to me. After some prayer, I burned it. I granted forgiveness to them and myself and released the ashes into the air. Yet there was still a nagging feeling, more like looming, and then I came across your thread; boy can I relate. It is nice to know I am not alone, (no pun intended) and that there is an energy sister out there that shares my feelings and experiences, and that we are connected (if even for a moment through this forum) but what really makes me jump for joy is to see you get to the other side. That means I can too! I will relish the day I know intuitively why I am here, that I have discovered my "purposes" and innate talents.

A single mom myself, differing fathers, never married, money management issues an understatement, I now see how I have played out my "F*&^*upedness" through my actions and choices. Thank you Caren for sharing and Angela for allowing us to see part of the process too.
I have much to work on, but send you much love, and everyone else who showed support too. Thank you thank you thank you. If there is a way to get in touch with Angela, I have questions, that would be ideal.

Continued luck, love and blessings.

08-06-2008, 05:57 PM	#98 (permalink)
misskay Junior Member Join Date: Oct 2007 Posts: 13	Kudos and Thanks Caren, it is said that there are no coincidences in life. More and more I am believing that. I am, as I type, holding back the boo hoo bawling that is welling up inside o fme. Thank you, thank you, thank you and Angela for your "out loud" journey, for your courage. I am so glad that you did it, I soubt if I would have. So much time is spent in hiding those things, you never think someone else has those thoughts and feelings too. Only this morning I was fitted with the feelings of worthlessness and being no good. I wrote a letter to my grandma and mom and all the things I remember them saying to me. After some prayer, I burned it. I granted forgiveness to them and myself and released the ashes into the air. Yet there was still a nagging feeling, more like looming, and then I came across your thread; boy can I relate. It is nice to know I am not alone, (no pun intended) and that there is an energy sister out there that shares my feelings and experiences, and that we are connected (if even for a moment through this forum) but what really makes me jump for joy is to see you get to the other side. That means I can too! I will relish the day I know intuitively why I am here, that I have discovered my "purposes" and innate talents. A single mom myself, differing fathers, never married, money management issues an understatement, I now see how I have played out my "F&^upedness" through my actions and choices. Thank you Caren for sharing and Angela for allowing us to see part of the process too. I have much to work on, but send you much love, and everyone else who showed support too. Thank you thank you thank you. If there is a way to get in touch with Angela, I have questions, that would be ideal. Continued luck, love and blessings.