[epicmoo]

I want to ask Abraham a question. Perhaps one of you knows of another "expression" of The Source like Abraham (perhaps Seth) that you could refer me to for my answers. Perhaps one of you has a connection to the Source and can satisfy my question yourself.

Question: Is the source "all knowing"? In other words (and as an example), does The Source (Abraham, etc) know my thoughts, my future. Most importantly to my question; Can this be tested? Such as, me thinking of a number between 1 and 1,000,000 and The Source (Abraham, etc) can tell me that number.

I believe a "proof" such as this will help me immensely in my ability to suppress my doubt, which despite my recent amazements is still abundant.

Thanks

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My background information:

I am on a search for truth. In my search, I came up with a question. The question was:

Is it possible there was at one time Absolute Nothingness?

50 people responded, including me, and our answers were:

24 say, 'True.'
13 say, 'My brain just blew up!'
9 say, 'False.'
4 say, 'Who cares?'

I voted False. I can produce for you many, many paragraphs of why I believe it is false. I trust you could do the same. But my true lesson was learning that no single answer is sufficient, for we all have our own idea of Absolute, Nothingness and Reality. I learned that to even pose the question one must relate Absolute Nothingness to Time or Space, which simply won't do. In other words, any debate on this issue is a debate over semantics.

Although this lesson was a building block that ultimately led me to these forums, I'm still open to the idea that perhaps my conclusion on this was wrong.

This was all part of my summer-long journey to find the truth of life.

I have gone from Christian with a deficit of faith to Atheist with a deficit of doubt to what I am now, an awakening human. Such a transformation, and all happening so quick.

What's funny to me is that I am speaking like a nut! What I mean is, I'm beginning to wield the words I always mocked. Awakening, The Source, Essence, etc.

I woke up yesterday essentially a Rationalist, but with a burning flame of faith that there was a way for me to prove to myself there is much more beyond the physical evidence we see.

I found The Secret at a book store yesterday morning and read through the first few chapters. I walked away from the bookstore unable to stop smiling, and I found myself laughing at the smallest thing.

I felt like my last few months of "stripping away all my beliefs" was only so that I could reach this point.

At lunch that evening a man asked me to buy him a sandwich. He said that he was hungry and had been looking for a job all day. I didn't care about whether or not his story was true. I knew from my brief reading of The Secret that there was Giving and Sacrificing. I gave.

That evening I went online to watch the movie The Secret. I eventually went to Google Video and looked for a free online version of the entire film. I ended up watching The Secret Behind The Secret and it was life-changing.

I paused the film at one point to try to express how I felt via Twitter:

I now feel truth with all that I am. I sit here on a normal day, in a normal way .. and yet I have never been so happy before. I am free.

Last night I watched hours upon hours of footage of Abraham, and read various Abraham Q&A transcripts as well.

What fed my drive was partly the thirst for truth, but also greatly in part my desire to quench my persisting doubt. Life, as we know it, is a constant opportunity for doubt.

Today I tried my first IM: I willed to see an elephant. I know this sounds odd, but it makes me smile. I thought, "Why not conjure a freaking elephant as my first attempt?" I had my girlfriend draw it, without explaining to her the real reason why. I'm still keeping my eyes open for it, because I know it is there. I can already hear it and see it in my head.

I went to the bathroom today at campus .. I decided to go to the very far back stall. My reasoning was just reactionary to the thoughts that came to me at that time (the urinals looked awkard, someone was in the other stall). On the wall I saw the same writing I had seen the previous week, the only other time I had ever been in this bathroom. But only now did I truly see the writing on the wall. It read,

All power to the imagination

I also today willed for money -- $39.95 to be exact. And I trust it to is on its way. I'll see it very soon.