Reading back over that post... I should add that, no, life isn't that expensive, no, I don't have to work this hard. part of it is fear, that if I stop then I'll just relapse totally!
I spent a long time doing nothing at all, just floating and playing World of Warcraft :P And getting into debt. I'm very afraid of returning to that, and I feel as though one lazy day will lead to another....
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