Thanks Ellie for your message
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Originally Posted by ellie All I can say whatever you decide, there is no wrong or right. All it means as steve said, you will eliminate what you don't want to do. |
Intellectually, I agree and understand with you. From an emotional viewpoint, it feels there is a right and wrong and the wrong leads to a life where I'm filled with pain, scarcity, deep fears, low level of consciousness for years.
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Originally Posted by ellie  Can I ask seeker5, what do you think your real passion is? Or what have you always got enjoyment out of? |
I wouldn't say I have a passion, but I have deep interests.
I love sitting and thinking about stuff, and strategizing about stuff. Kind of like what I used to do as a kid that I wrote in your thread "When you were a child?"
I've also really loved my time when I've either started school clubs when I was in college, or when I've led different Toastmasters club as president - that is a lot of fun and I've really enjoyed it.
One thing I've found out recently is I really enjoy writing when it comes to exploring deep issues and trying to find my truth when I have plenty of time to write and no pressure to do other things.
I wouldn't say I've always being able to get enjoyment out of each of those I've mentioned, but I really do enjoy doing those things most of the time.
And I know you didn't mean that, but I also get a lot of enjoyment when I can be in a state of love, and peace. I've been able to achieve that state during moments this past year on a level I never have before in my life, and I've loved it.