[pianoperformer]

seeker5,

I'd recommend trying to find what it is you love to do, then come up with a path to be able to do that thing while making enough money to live comfortably, as you want to do.

Until then, yes, you may have to work at jobs you don't love, but if you have a clear path in mind, I don't think it will be too bad.

You might actually be able to find a traditional job that allows you to do what you love. I would not dismiss that option outright.