When I started to read this post, SHE was 21 now she 23 I think :?
I was surprised that this post was sooooooo long and in over 2 years.
I tried to read all repies but I couldn't.
From my experience:
1. Younger girl never are balanced, they always consider relationships a way to appear agains their friends or just for funny, to enjoy the life.
2. The older girl (I like them so much, I like their mature) are more smart, and morally and they know how to respect you etc....
3. As long as I'm still young (21) I have to bear with these younger girls who gets in my nerves everytime, it's so hard to make a strong relationship with them. They just one morning say "YES" and the next day they say "NO"
I can not understand them !!!
But I'm an Machiavelist (maybe I look a bit strange here) try always to stay honest to my GOALS, which and the most important is to be HAPPY
I like so much to be in love to be loved (It's the best feeling a girl/boy can ever feel) but when say sometimes "NO" and sometimes "YES" it mean that they don't deserve me or they are just so stupid to deserve me and it's not my fault. And I won't make SUICIDE in no way for anything in this world (When I won't be anymore, it doesn't matter if this fu***ng world exist anymore for more does it?????)
Soo, take care !!
"How I try to be needed" (you must learn to be needed or no one will want you, even you family)
1. Try to find to explore how does these little girls' minds works, mean read psychology Alex, philosophy (it doesn't matter if it's not you proffesion, believe me, even I stydu engineering (electronics) I found very useful reading something more about how the human mind workd
)
2. If you really love her, try to find out what she want more.
3. It doesn't matter what you feel, as long as you don't show it to SHE (you must never be weak, she just a little girl she need you strong, smart even she hurt you)
4. I never get ruled by my heart (of course I respect me felling), I try everytme to cogigate until I find the answer. It may takes long time but over the time goes on you get faster and faster
Now I wish you the best and I'm gonna sleep
I have to study a lot tomorrow :S ( I have exams )
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The reason why I am here is:
I found a wonderful girl but as I state before she's just a little girl and sometimes she makes mistakes, but I try to teach her any way I can. I'm glad she listen to me. To be honest I love her so much
I'm working hard :S, and I know that I must still works hard for a couple of years to make it MINE for all my life.