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smallstar · 12-12-2006, 06:49 PM

== DAYS 28-30 REPORT ==

Food: The snack system works on weekdays but not on weekends. Status: 28,5 breakfasts in 30 days, 11 snacks in 15 days.

Hobby: SINGING.

Hobby: MEDITATION. Just 30 minutes of sitting without doing nothing. Very relaxing for the body (except that I cut the blood supply from my legs) but a pain for the mind - how can I block all those thoughts? Towards the end, I started to have some very crazy ideas, like how is would feel to be a foetus, how to paint the whole world with different shades of red, and *censored*. I can easily do any visualization where I should think about something - thinking about nothing is much harder. It may sound funny, but perhaps my worst fear is of nothingness.

Status: 20 hobbies in 30 days.

12-12-2006, 06:49 PM	#40 (permalink)
smallstar Senior Member Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Helsinki, Finland Posts: 146	== DAYS 28-30 REPORT == Food: The snack system works on weekdays but not on weekends. Status: 28,5 breakfasts in 30 days, 11 snacks in 15 days. Hobby: SINGING. Hobby: MEDITATION. Just 30 minutes of sitting without doing nothing. Very relaxing for the body (except that I cut the blood supply from my legs) but a pain for the mind - how can I block all those thoughts? Towards the end, I started to have some very crazy ideas, like how is would feel to be a foetus, how to paint the whole world with different shades of red, and censored. I can easily do any visualization where I should think about something - thinking about nothing is much harder. It may sound funny, but perhaps my worst fear is of nothingness. Status: 20 hobbies in 30 days.