feeling worthless- Angela is right we've all been there, we'll all be there again; we all have our dark moments alone where we see our normal busy capable mask slip off in exhaustion, seen how selfish and needy we each are, how little we create out of how much we are given in life... but it is the best any human can do, none of us are any better, even the most accomplished person out there has their self-doubts, their sad moments of regret for all the opportunities they've passed up to choose the life they're living...
no one can take every path that is offered, no one can go back and redo their past, but we each keep walking down whatever is in front of us making better and better choices as we go along, learning and growing. You can choose to deal with your ex in a different way, you don't have to continue your patterns from the past, yes you might have enabled before, but there is no reason that you should continue to do so if it doesn't make you happy, if it doesn't feel right.
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