To be quite honest, I think you need to talk to her about this... let her know you need time to figure out who you are, and that you love her a lot but you are struggling.
This may not seem ideal, but if you really plan on being with her your entire life, you are going to encounter this problem again and again... lots of men who are gay/bisexual that hide it from their female counterpart end up cheating. Their sexuality becomes something they are ashamed of, that they don't embrace and instead bury. They break down and cheat with men, later feeling even more ashamed.
I think you really need to address this soon... don't bury it. I think you should tell your girlfriend about your sexuality. I think it would be very wrong for the relationship to continue without her knowing. Things are obviously not as they seem to her.
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