I thought some people might to know - I made the right decision.
I don't believe in signs, but this was quite weird...
I was on the phone to him (literally a one minute conversation) - when a letter from my girlfriend, the only one she has sent since leaving quite a while ago, popped through the letterbox next to me.
It made me realise that I didn't need to actually DO anything to explore what I wanted, I just had to be in a situation where I was forced to make a decision. This was that situation.
I said that I didn't think it was a good idea to meet him. And that was that.
I think I feel a lot clearer about things now.
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