Hey, just read your post, and although I'm not psychic like Erin...
A couple of thoughts for you.
1) You pay good money for psychic guidance and then basically do the exact opposite of what is told, citing the fact that you need to listen to your 'heart'
Make sure you aren't just being lazy about not going to grad school. After all, we can justify almost anything. And -- in the end -- your choices don't matter
that much much we're spiritual beings. But still, it may have an impact on your experiences.
2) I'm not trying to antagonize you. I see an element of myself in your explanation. I used to ask for advice from people, then go do my own thing anyway and tell myself I was listening to my 'heart' or 'inner knowledge' etc.
Just be 100 hundred percent
certain that you're listening to your higher self and not merely to your ego. I have mistaken ego for heart in the past.
Either way, good luck. This has been a cool thread to read through!
