[garentee]

I get the distinct impression that either I am not making my self all that clear, or people are taking liberties with my statements. Yes I Have a fear of intimacy. No I do not think that the salvation of this fear lies in another person. Yes I do want a deep intimate relationship. Yes I have initiated somewhat with a couple of people. Yes I understand that there may be a need for counseling. No I do not think that I need it at this time. I am responsible for my actions thoughts feelings and desires and do not and will not depend on another for my happiness. I feel as though some on this thread have missed my points and or not really read through what I have written. I know that I do need to clarify my points and I am trying to do that here.... I think mayb3e one of my fears is to appear vulnerable. I have a hard time crying in front of others.. although that barrier seems to be one of several that has disappeared this week. It is hard to tell others about my feelings but when I am comfortable I can do it. I feel kind of misunderstood in this thread.