Thanks vasilsa for reading it
My parents didn't know that I was awake, whenever they would come in to my room, I would close my eyes and pretend to sleep.
"Havent' you had playdates with other kids?" - no, my parents just kinda accepted that I was different, and never really did anything about it. My mom would often say that she admired me for not needing people to make me happy. I'd want to cry out and tell her that I did need people, I just didn't know how to interact with them.
Anyways, thanks again