Thanks! Yes, I know for sure that the blow and the dream are very connected, and the more I think about it, I am being filled with more courage to accept things as they are...
I must just say that I am totally overwhelmed by the experience of being paralysed and screaming and wishing with all my dear life to just wake up and end this terrible situation!
All i want to know is, how was this paralysis different from sleep paralysis? this was in dream, and the other comes when I am freshly awake and can see everything in the room - which i feel more as a physical phenomenon than psychic. If this was a lucid dream, why couldn't i run out of the room?