Hellooooo?!? What do you think I've been talking about?
Bruce, take a look back through your posts here, and see how many questions you've asked, or how often you've checked out what people were saying to make sure you heard it the way they want to be heard. You're saying you're not sure if you can do it alone, but your style of communication is striking me as totally unengaged. That's what I mean by being in broadcast mode. Do you feel engaged? Do you feel receptive? Do you think that if an elegant solution presented itself to you but it arrives in more of an "energy" mode than "logic and thinking" you will be able to recognize it?
You know, one thing about trying on ways of being -- ways that scare you -- is that you're not getting married to them; you're just trying them on for size. Who knows what might be possible if you were to let go of "thinking and logic" just for a short period and try on another perspective? You seem so ripe to try on a new perspective, another approach to your life, why let fear get in your way when there's so much at stake?
And by the way, you know I adore you. I am up to interrupting your pattern here (one that you invited interruption in
), and thereby interrupting my own.