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Originally Posted by Michelle  Hey Bruce,
I just want to say that I feel you. Hugs.
My way of handling this looks basically like this:
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Heh, it's interesting. Both Angela and yourself have a very different energy to what I'm used to. Usually I draw upon very male, masculine energy for assistance in personal development (not intentionally, it just seems to happen), but judging by your post, Michelle, perhaps this (and is strangely congruent with another theme that's been cropping up... one I'm still coming to terms with and not quite sure how to proceed). It feels... hmmm, it's hard to describe. I think I'm trying to conceptualise a feeling thing, which isn't too effective here.
It seems that this issue is a manifestation of a sort of energy... resistance. I'm not sure what it is, but I seem to be resisting a part of reality. The more I remove the "doer" (i.e. what I perceive to be myself) and... well, explaining the alternative to that is tricky, but from what you wrote your post about your recent experiences, I think you'll understand. This is not the realm of logic anymore, Toto.
For years my main intuitive message was to "let it all go", but doing that has never been able, or at least willing, to do. It would indeed mean a way of being that is profoundly different to how I interact now. It would mean perhaps make me more more complete, and less fragmented, since there is a part of myself that I have resisted for years. I did and do that because I fear exposing this part of myself.
Thank you. This is proving very helpful.
(And that is a general broadcast to you all, collectively. Or more so to the energy you represent.)