[Michelle]

Hey Bruce,

I just want to say that I feel you. Hugs.

My way of handling this looks basically like this:

I surrendered myself completely to the mercy and goodwill of the universe. I gave up the struggle of trying to make money and stopped doing all work which didn't feel right inside. At this moment I make no money, but live more comfortably than I ever have and have all the time in the world for my spiritual and personal growth which I am confident will produce some beautiful fruits in the outside world with time.

The solution the Universe presented me with was a boyfriend (and now a husband) who is very settled in and passionate about his profession and who makes a good deal of money. He loves his work and he loves to share his abundance with me. At first I resisted taking anything from him, but after a while I realized I was refusing what gift the universe had dropped on my doorstep. So, I might ask - what are you not seeing or refusing to accept that the universe is trying to plop down on your doorstep? Or what feeling are you ignoring concerning which action to take on your own behalf? There most certainly is something.

For me the moment I dropped the guilt about accepting financial help and my limiting belief that the only real contribution to a relationship is financial everything started falling into place. The more I surrender and am open to receive the better my life gets, the less struggle it is, and all my material needs are met. In fact, I have no money and yet more than enough of what I need and want to live and I can spend all day meditating, reading, growing, praying, thinking, exploring and doing that what I love. Money will come in its own time - of that I have no doubt.