 Difficulty letting go
Every now and then I have dreams about my friend being indifferent to me in the setting, but today the dream was different.
First I tried contacting her online, but recieved no reply even though she was still updating her blog or whatever. Generally happy blog so I thought "okay at least she's still her kind self, don't think she'd ditch a friend without any signals." Saw her at school. Tried to take some food from her (she shared with another stranger) but she backed away before starting to tell me things such as "Oh well... You know Rose? She's probably the only one that could be on your level of EQ" (Dream doesn't make sense but basically I feel insulted)
Obviously dreams aren't reality. It's a reflection of my state of being.
I feel so dependent on this person. But I have no idea what I should do, and whether I should get over this dependancy issue.
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