Angela, I would be perfectly willing to accept any help you are willing to give in public. I find that the emotions that I want to hide from others are the ones that I want to hide from myself, so I have no problem with making this something that other people may benefit from.
On a side note, this is all making me physically ill from stress. Accepting help, that is. It must be something big, at least the last thing that made me feel like this was. Though this time I'm beating around the bush less, as it took me months to meet it head on last time. I guess that's actually the thing that I learned last time, that my fears are often unfounded and better when met full steam ahead.
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We must conquer ourselves, and allow our selves to conquer the world.
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