[cylon]

Thanks Ari, those are some good ideas. It's amazing how rigid my thinking has been. And this has gone on for a few years, I always write and record music. Finally put a couple songs on line a two months ago, and that confidence has made me decide to just get at good at producing music as I can.

But in the back of my head as I would record music and just feel so great, afterwards I would think I'm wasting time because I have to stay competitive in graphic design and develop those skills and make a living and that music would detract from that, but of course, without developing the music I don't feel that I'm really doing what I know I can do so well if I just gave myself permission to really be who I am. And the result was a lot of indecision, not much action taken in either direction.

Such rigid thinking. I always thought it was either/or. But I can grow beyond that. With my talents in both fields, I know I can make it so I am in the realm of music and creativity all the time. Just have to do it. Others have done it.