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Wow I can so relate to this post.
This is a diary energy from 2 years ago when I really wanted to be a healer and I was bashed over the head with an invitation to help someone for money but ran away! I love your analogy of being in your pajamas. That's how I felt!
"Aug 2006. I keep replaying in my mind the conversation I had with someone at a supermarket till yesterday. As I was packing my shopping I started chatting with the till operator and then he told me, completly unrelated to what we were chatting about, that he had ulcer and asked what I thought caused them. I replied I thought it might be a lack of B vitamins or possibly stress. He said he took a multivitamin and then said that his back and neck hurt from working at the till. I just offered sympathy, but I wanted to offer more. My first thought was to give him the phone number of the healer that I see but somehow that seemed wrong. I also thought that I could help him by offering him some Quantum Touch energy or some EFT but for some reason I hesitated. I felt embarrased offering someone my services when I hadn't completed the qualification.
This is the weird bit: He looked at me with a really intense stare and said, “I thought you were about to say you were an aromatherapist or something. You could book me in for an appointment.” So I just said, “No sorry I’m not, hope your back gets better soon,” then walked away.
As I walked away, I looked back and he was still staring at me with intense curiosity. He smiled and I smiled back. It was the intensity of the look and the direct invitation to book him in for a session that has made me replay it over and over. It was so out of the ordinary.
I think this is a message that I need to listen to. I have used intention setting before and a couple of days later something happened that synchronised with my intention (not the whole intention, but a nudge that things are moving in the direction I want them to). The direct invitation from the guy practically bashed me over the head with the message that I can help others by raising their energy but yet I turned tail and ran away from it.
I need to work on my self belief about my ability to help others. I’m going to keep on noticing and observing my interactions with other people especially where there are direct invitations. Next time I won’t run away (I promise)."
Last edited by Holistic Star; 07-17-2008 at 09:35 AM.