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Hi Lacey

I've always been aware of what you have discussed since I was a child. From what I have learnt and experienced is that there are different levels of energy and vibrations, almost like you are able to hear/see through different lenses. But obviously your experiences at the moment are not as harmonious and full of light as you would like and I can understand your fear or nervousness. When I was younger I was guided by an old family friend who had many years of experience to visualise and surround myself with light. If I felt unsettled or that a negative presense was in the room I would visualise an opening of light entering the room and offer the people around to go into it and be supported - leaving me etc. We all are like magnets and attract things and life experiences to ourselves (in fact everything) and as you are interested in what is going on at another level these energies will be attracted to you also. You have the power within yourself to say no, to bring in light and choose another perspective.

I would recommend meditating on light and relaxation bringing as much positive feelings into your room and body as you can - its great fun and you can develop your abilities further through it. You can take yourself on a guided meditation where you can meet in a peaceful garden etc. your guides or family etc.

Many times in meditation when I have slipped out of meditation and into daydreaming or nearly sleep I get a tap or my name to wake me up back to meditation. So I would guess that the lady calling your name was to snap you out of the vibration that you were tuning into.

Nowdays I wear a protective cloak made of brilliant white light and crystals. Before I didnt believe that this method worked until I met another person very similar to me who I could feel he was wearing a silver armour, I couldnt sense his energy as clearly and only felt the presence of cold silver. I asked him and it was confirmed so I now wear my own.

At the end of the day this world is all about learning and experiencing. I have always taken the stance that I believe when I feel its the truth or that I have had an experience to verify it. I wasnt like this as a child and was too naive to take responsibility for making up my own mind. But I would recommend that you try things that feel good to you and that you feel comfortable with.

If you have any queries or if it has not answered your question please feel free to ask.

Hope this helps xx