I'm so glad, mercuryrising. I get the strong feeling that lightthecandle operates mostly in broadcast mode, rather than receptive mode.
I'm sorry if I'm wrong about that, LtC, and for referring to you in the third person, it's just that you start so many threads of the "woe is me" variety, but only rarely do you even respond to the generous and loving feedback you get, let alone appear to get anything from it or move through any particular issue, so I doubt you're hearing me even now.
If you can hear me, though (Hello? Helllooooooooo!), do you think it's possible that this way of being is something that is holding you back in your real life?
One thing I've noticed is that the best way to have a breakthrough in your life is to be dynamically committed to having a breakthrough. Yes, sometimes breakthroughs just *happen* out of the blue, but why wait? Why sit around on your buts, being at the effect of external circumstance, when you have all the power in the world to generate a breakthrough for yourself?
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