How old are you?
I think the real problem is created when you aren't consistent. The younger you are the easier it is for your parent to agree that you are a crazy teenager that doesn't follow his parents.
If you on the other hand hide it from them, you will in a lot more trouble when they find out.
The fact that you hide things reduces the power that you have in interaction with your parents.
If you would tell them about it they would feel anxity about it and might want to hide it from your relatives.
Going halfway on the other hand and seeking a compromise on the other hand might be a lot more complicated.
That said, do you feel bodily harm from your parents or relatives in case that you would abandon Islam?
As Zwynd said, leaving the country might also be a good idea.
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